Reflection Paper: In Conducting a Seminar

                   Conducting a seminar wasn't easy because it needs a long time of preparation., not only the learning that you want to push in but also material, program, and certificates, or even a token.   I was under in community services before we are conducting some program or seminar about some topic that is related in community common health problems and concerns.  I was also seminar in BLS training during my second year of college. So although it's stressful and tiring but you need to finish what you started because it's required and you don't have a choice but to continue. But I don't have any regrets in terms of that stressful day because it is worth it especially there is a big impact on me. I wasn't active in reporting before,  I could not even talk properly in front of many people especially during reports or activities in each subject, I don't even know how to make a good presentation because that time my adjustment didn't work yet  I was in the process of learning everything. 

       Even though we are college students but still need undergo something like this  because we had  different individual  learnings.  Before that ,   there is a   very stict one person who  assigned me  during our community services  that i think that time i could not make it. but time has changed I couldn't expect I could make it successfully  . The sleepless and long preparation for that event is very worth it to me. I was walking down on stage in front of many people congratulating me on my successful reports or the topic that I am discussing. I was crying  that time because first time in my history someone congratulates me because of my performance and makes me cry more, our adviser immediately went to me from afar just to greet me.  I didn't expect something like that but it was happen.   After that, I have already some courage to push more in every task that was given, though  I didn't excel in my class, but that was the best thing for me.

   

    I realize that if that person was not assigned me to that kind of task I think I could not make the same. He exposed me even he is not sure if I could make it, but he tries to push me. Exposure is all that I needed to boost my courage and my capability.  What a memorable experience that I ever had. I was really thankful to that two-person that even they are strict when it comes to performance and requirements but it has a good impact on me. 

     

     So to all students out there when you are stressed because of your strict instructor/teacher or they are trying to push you to do something which is you think that you cant do it or impossible to make it successfully. well, I'll-advised you to make that as a  stepping stone because believe me the outcome has a good impact on you.